It's not easy..

well, for the very first time, i actually already realize that living on a medical faculty will never be easy..
from time to time, i suppose to get mature.. ya,, i suppose to accept it, and adapt to it

however,,
i'm also a human being..
this time.. i just feel kind of blaming my self..
blaming on why i'm losing those burning spirit as i felt on the first time i stepped this faculty..

this is no one fault..

something goes wrong here, inside my self..

i just feel tired..

but i won't stop..
i just need to take a rest, resting my mind from kind of silly thought, kind of unnecessary stuffs..
i'm just feel tired for a moment, but promise that this tiredness wont last long..